I was thinking too much about future.
What I'm going to be, what will happen, how will I look like, who will stay in my life.
I just can't stop thinking about that kind of stuff, and sometimes it's really disturbing - haunting myself with a lot of unanswered-questions.
As a human, we are already lose our humanity side.
We never satisfied. We always want more. More money, more respect, more power, more and much more.
We are never get enough - that's our mindset.
We forget that everything on earth is temporary. Nothing lasts forever.
When we die, we bring nothing.
People who know us, who love us, who will never forget us - they will die too.
What does it means? It means there's nothing left.
So, I wonder. I must do something good in my life.
I want to do good things for others. But how?
I don't know exactly what can I do in my future. But, I have been thinking about it.
Maybe I can be those kind of lawyer and giving free services for those people who deserve it.
Or maybe I could be an activist?
Or maybe I can be a consular? Who knows?